Yea Yea

Things are going well in the Parry household. I had one "episode" so to speak. It was weird. I have been feeling well and felt like any issue that came up was handled smoothly. I had some things happen in my personal life. I don't want to get into them, but they were major. Yet, I held it together smoothly. Come two weeks ago, I started to get the anxiety feeling. It just got progressively worse, to the point that I was ready to go to the hospital thinking I was having a heart attack. I was doing some cleaning and began dusting my piano. I came across a book that my Aunt Debbie had made of Uncle Jeff. I don't know what possessed me to do it but I sat down and began looking through it. It made me smile, so many good memories. Then it got to the part where his funeral is. Something came up on me that I couldn't stop. I just started to sob. I don't like to cry and this was one of those 30 minute hard cries. I really couldn't understand why but I was doing it. After I was done, I felt sooooooo much better. I realized that I had held in so many sad emotions over the past few months, resisting urges to let it out. It was like I instantly made it all go away. Wow, I definitely learned something. So I am doing better on that front.

The Broncos...this is not their year. They keep losing! (I would write about this in the Broncos Family blog, but apparently it has been taken down so YOU all get to read it here.) They have only won 2 games in regular season. UGH!!!!!! I hope the bye week two weeks ago is what they needed to kick it in gear. I still think McDaniels needs to go. It is exciting to watch my Eddie play, and the Tim Tebow thing is fun too. Watching him make his first running and passing touchdowns. He definitely has some talent. I am still a sucker for Kyle Orton tho. All the haters can go suck an egg.

Finally we have a new member in our family. My Mom almost gave me a stray cat that was roaming around her house. Turns out, it belonged to someone who isn't watching it too closely apparently. I was bummed. I already have one cat, but some reason I liked the idea of another kitty. I wanted a cat that I could name Killer the cat! Well, today I went over to the Enoch City animal shelter and hand picked a cat to adopt. She is gray, with one blue and one green eye. About four months old. Not a kitten, but not too small. I went to the shelter and they put me in a room with about 25 cats. I almost had a different one but that one was proving to be too skittish. With my household, I had to find one that would adapt well. I spotted this cat running around and playing with the other cats. I like friskiness. I picked her up, and she snuggled up on me. I was hooked. The lady at the shelter laughed when she wrote down "Killer" in the name slot. To top it all off, they waived the adoption fee, and she is getting spayed for free on the 30th. Socks is still kind of feeling her out, Tova of course loves her, tho Killer isn't too fond of him. She will get used to it. So yes, I, who has always professed my disdain for cats, now has two of em. And I love all of my animals.